The pain stopped and all the lights went out. The three mothers from my first DMT trip came back for a visit. They brought their 5 daughters with them and my mind was once again their playground. One of the girls said "Mr. Deken we're going to measure the Earth". Everything was all a buzz but not like when something is mildly cool. It was like a million hummingbirds gently sipping nectar from all of my pores. I was in love for the very time, again. There were patterns floating all around me. Each shape was sharing the space of the other shapes. Each shape was a vibrant code. They were showing me what was left behind from my soul. She said "we saved it for you Mr. D, we saved it". One of the 3 mothers said " come now little ones it's time to let him be".
I put my soul on the line. I know it will leave a trace. Is the spirit Divine? What will I find out in space? If we can't find inside maybe we do not believe. If we don't find it in time, then maybe we never leave.
So I just kept dancing. I didn't know what else to do and I had nowhere to go. I had no full memories just bits and pieces. There were not enough pieces to put me back together again. There was not enough energy left to be afraid. There was no room in space for tears.
I knew I couldn't stay here much longer. That was the night everything changed.
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